Often heard of sayings and quotes regarding failures being your stepping stones to success, well sometimes these sayings mostly don't gel out with the real world. do they??
Well they aint doing any good in my case, when i flunked in my 11th standard at school and barely managed to pass out the school with a decent 80% yet failing again in the worlds largest enrolled engineering entrance exam, yet enrolling again for the subsequent year and screwing the thing all over again. Am through my part of the failure but it seems success aint my piece of the cake.
Sometimes however i do feel all stressed and depressed and close to an "oh its the end of the world" feeling, a feeling enough to shatter me to pieces had i been made of glass or something!
Yet i know it aint gonna be the end for me, maybe because daydreaming has become a part of my lifestyle now, or maybe because i know what i have to do in my life, maybe because am surrounded with success stories about people who couldn't get into their dream college and stuff yet are rolling down huge sums of money as part of their annual incomes. Of this am always reminded of my neighbor, the guy who went to a college no one knew and today the college doesn't even exist (it went down in an earthquake) so technically my neighbour has no proof of his education with him, yet he is the big fat guy many of the kids in my locality dream of being, not that he was someone with a silver spoon, but who cares when you have a flashy Audi to roll around the town in :p
Basically it all ends up at one place, its all in your head, you chose your life to stagnate, and you choose it to go beyond anything you or people around you can expect :)
Its all in your head :D
Well they aint doing any good in my case, when i flunked in my 11th standard at school and barely managed to pass out the school with a decent 80% yet failing again in the worlds largest enrolled engineering entrance exam, yet enrolling again for the subsequent year and screwing the thing all over again. Am through my part of the failure but it seems success aint my piece of the cake.
Sometimes however i do feel all stressed and depressed and close to an "oh its the end of the world" feeling, a feeling enough to shatter me to pieces had i been made of glass or something!
Yet i know it aint gonna be the end for me, maybe because daydreaming has become a part of my lifestyle now, or maybe because i know what i have to do in my life, maybe because am surrounded with success stories about people who couldn't get into their dream college and stuff yet are rolling down huge sums of money as part of their annual incomes. Of this am always reminded of my neighbor, the guy who went to a college no one knew and today the college doesn't even exist (it went down in an earthquake) so technically my neighbour has no proof of his education with him, yet he is the big fat guy many of the kids in my locality dream of being, not that he was someone with a silver spoon, but who cares when you have a flashy Audi to roll around the town in :p
Basically it all ends up at one place, its all in your head, you chose your life to stagnate, and you choose it to go beyond anything you or people around you can expect :)
Its all in your head :D
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